colferworshiper asked for “Sebastian is jealous that Kurt is going on a date with Adam not him”
At first he thinks it’s a joke, that perhaps Kurt is finally catching onto Sebastian’s feelings and the chemistry that Sebastian thinks- knows is there when ever they’re together. But then Kurt keeps talking, keeps smiling stupidly and it becomes so clear that Kurt is telling the truth.
It feels like Sebastian’s world is ending,watching Kurt talk about the boy or man rather that he is obviously so enamored with. How can Sebastian compete with that? Sexual prowess counts for nothing with Kurt and here is someone who possesses the experience that will make Kurt happy. He was supposed to become that person and now he doesn’t even get the chance to try.
The cracks in his smile feel so obvious to him and yet Kurt doesn’t even notice.